hate that i care about u

it been awhile since the last time i update my blog
new sem started , life is getting harder & busier
i remember that i say i will ignore u
but in deep of my heart
i known it is impossible

although i keep telling me that you and i are impossible to get together
because i know i m the one u waiting for
but when i m all alone , u always cross my mind
i m happy when u find me even through i try to ignore u
well, i guess if i can really ignore u
then i wouldn't be lonely clown anymore
because that wasn't me at all

i wanna change my life
i wanna become .........


one guy who will always cross your mind