We r Just friend...

yesterday noon i go find her after i finish my class
She tell me that she dunno what she should do
and she worry that i will get hunt if she reject me
honestly, i dun understand how girl think about this kind of matter
they always got a lot of thing need to concern
so at the end, i sms her and told her just be friend
because when i have a talk with her
she look like frustrate as well
i dun wanna c she look like this
i guess this decision is better for her
but for me...
i dunno about it

although i say we still can be friend
but there is no way for us to be like some other day we used to be
because of what she say, i m trying to ignore her
dodging her, n stop thinking about her
so that i can keep myself far away from her
last time i used to make sure my phone always just beside me
now i even dun wanna bring my phone out
because i know that if i keep on sms her
i will become a shadow of her
always stick with her and can't draw myself out of it
may be it will be a tough time for me
but as long as she is happy
then it is ok with me...

ya, i noe...
we r nothing but JUST FRIEND ........